Archive for January, 2013

Uncertain

January 28, 2013

I’ve had two days to think about my life, where it’s at and where it’s going. I still have much to figure out but I know one thing, you. I get the feeling that letting you go means letting something special slip away. I’ve made excuse after excuse as to why we can’t or shouldn’t be together but it’s hard to reason with life when life is unpredictable. I’m definitely a planner and like to be sure of what I’m going to do. I have the fault of giving the right advice but never taking it. I know that I should just live and that life will sort everything out but the thought is scary. I can’t promise that I won’t have doubts but I can tell you that’ll ill do what I can to make things work. At 26 I still have time to do what I want and I have the patience to wait for what is worth waiting for. I know I’ve put you through a lot and, perhaps, played with your emotions but it was not my intent. I understand if you need time or it’s too far gone but know that I had to make my peace and let you know how I feel. Regardless of what happens, know that I wish you the best because you are a beautiful and amazing person, smile.

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